February 2012
32 posts
farewell for now.
i’ve finished all 5 books. so i no longer have any need for this blog.
… until the winds of winter.
so farewell for now, guys. it’s been a wild ride. i’ve fallen in love with so many new characters these past months. i’ve cried, i’ve screamed, i’ve thrown books across my bedroom. i’ve strained my eyes attempting to read a clash of kings on dark car...
holy shit that excerpt was good. but now i feel empty. i’ve finished it all. shit. wow. that’s weird. i’ve been reading these books over a period of about 4 months. now i’m done. wow.
that winds of winter theon chapter was just… great. i’m really, really glad that he’s theon again and not reek. and that he’s smiling again. and laughing when he...
okay. i just finished a dance with dragons.
i just finished all the ASOIAF books that have been released to this date.
shit.
that ending was weird. with the children. and i’m so scared for dany. but most of all i’m worried about jon. i refuse to believe he’s dead. he CAN’T be. just. no.
anyway, i hope cersei loses her trial, and this targareyan boy becomes king and then dany has to fight against her own kin to...
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okay here goes
i am going to pick it up, go to my bed, and finish it
see you on the other side
okay i’m still shaking and there’s this taste of vomit in the back of my mouth and i just lashed out at my mom because i’m so pissed THIS IS WHAT THESE BOOKS DO TO ME
i haven’t even touched it yet it’s still on the floor
okay
okay
i just sobbed on my bed for a little while and i feel a bit better
and then i stood up and went to my ASOIAF calendar and just looked at the picture of jon that is up for february and cried some more
and i’ve decided that i am going to pick up the book and just finish it
let’s see if i survive the rest of it
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someone give me GRRM's address so i can send him...
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i can’t stop crying
i just can’t believe that just happened
like, i was nearing the end of the fucking book and idk what i was expecting but IT WAS NOT. THAT.
jon was my favorite character since the beginning why would you do that
i fucking hate this book
i fucking hate this author!!!!
GOD
FUCKING
DAMMIT.
a dance with dragons is on the floor beside me and it’s open to the page but i refuse to fucking touch it because
no
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i think i'm going to go jump off a cliff now.
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fUsdfklck FUCK ASDFjklhsdf EBVRerytinG I AKHTE !!ok NOO. SDdsfkljS FUKC LSDHSDL,.sd flJKI2
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NO GOD WHY
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HE LIVES OH GOD OH GOD WHY
HE
CAN’T
BE
DEAD.
HE CANNOT.
NO.
MY BABY JON
NO
no.
i refuse to believe what i just read.
no.
no.
no.
no.
no.
no.
no.
I have my swords, thought Jon Snow, and we are coming for you, Bastard.
screaming
my
head
off
tears are streaming down my face
but i can’t tell if i’m scared for jon or happy or WHAT
BECAUSE FUCK
i
can’t.
shaking so hard
adaksjlfsdf;eoj;;r;o fhlsdreqom sdkl;cas;dahdjf;klsd
i just read the part with ramsay’s letter to jon and i am shaking. so. hard.
i’m just
oh my god
i am fucking terrified
kfDS:fSLDfjSDflkjSDf dfSdlfkjdf
but at least theon and jeyne made it out alive
but oh my god that letter
i am scREAMING
HE'S ALIVE
HE’S ALIVE
HE’S ALIVE
HE’S ALIVE
HE’S ALIVE
he’s.
alive.
actually crying i’m so happy theon greyjoy is ALIVE MOTHERFUCKERS
also i’m really glad that arya was only blind for one chapter i mean PHEW
i was really scared that GRRM had crippled yet another stark
but i wish arya would get out of braavos already and stop hanging out with dead people
someone please tell me i’m over-reacting and that they land softly in the snow and frolic away happily!!!!!
i don’t think i’d be able to bear it if theon dies
no
like
no
please enough shit has happened to him already G.R.R.M c’mon give him a break!!!!
i can’t even read this next dany chapter because i don’t fucking care i just want THEON
yes yes yes the first theon chapter that has been titled with THEON instead of reek or prince of winterfell or turncloak yes yes yes this should be a good one right
“Theon grabbed Jeyne about the waist and jumped.”
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHASKLDjalsdjl;ASdjklJKLJ:dlfjsdl;fjL:J!!JDfl;SDJfklsdf
no no no no no this was not supposed to happen no no NONO NO NO NO NO NO
is he gonna live
please...
THEON LOOK AT YOUR LIFE AND CHOICES
I KNOW YOU’VE BEEN TORTURED AND MANIPULATED INTO MADNESS
BUT STOP
THIS REEK THING
OKAY
also i am so glad that the knight tyrion ran into was JORAH MORMONT. because i was afraid that:
the knight would actually be someone that would deliver his head to king’s landing and
THAT WE’D NEVER SEE OR HEAR FROM JORAH AGAIN
i missed jorah.
“Take my hand,” she said again, “and let me save your little sister.”
WHAAAAAT
okay. no. i do not like this whole ~~allies~~ thing going on between melisandre and jon. i still don’t trust melisandre. AT ALL. and how is she going to save arya when she’s in braavos and are her flames accurate enough so that they know that fake!arya is jeyne poole and actual...
hahahahahahaha i find it funny that i didn’t liveblog a feast for crows at all even though i basically CREATED this blog in order to liveblog it
and also to liveblog a dance with dragons i guess
but me reading it was just so uneventful that i had nothing to liveblog okay
i mean i love jaime and brienne (but will never love cersei okay!!!!!) but having jaime chapter, brienne chapter,...
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i literally kissed the first jon chapter in a dance with dragons
i missed him
January 2012
8 posts
wow this blog actually has followers?
anyway sorry i haven’t been liveblogging, i’ve been reading a stack of john green books instead of a feast for crows…… woops.
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this gif is relevant to everything.
ygritte dying
robb dying
catelyn dying
catelyn coming back to life
sansa building winterfell snow castle
dany banishing jorah
everything with arya, goddammit
jaime and brienne
jon
littlefinger: “only cat.”
everything
i can’t believe jon is lord commander of the wall now i just can’t he’s gotten so FAR MY BABY LITTLE JONNY BOY IS LORD COMMANDER OF THE WALL CAN I JUST—
i swear to god
if a feast for crows is worse than storm of swords with people dying and things being horrible and just GAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i am
going
to
die
so basically
on here
i’m going to be ranting and liveblogging a lot.
just so you know.
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i’m saving up on a bunch of crying gifs to use on this blog because
i will need
a
lot.